So i recently took a trip to Puerto Rico with my family. I must say that it was an awesome trip. The waves at the beach were amazing, the scenery was unforgettable and i must say they had alot of holiday spirit. It was a nice getaway from reality for awhile and it was nice to not have to think for awhile. I am glad to be back though. I missed my close friends and the ability to use my cell phone lmao... going to post some really nice pictures i took.

Recently I have made several mistakes that resulted in me losing someone I love. Sometimes we may think that moving on or certain decisions are best for us because we aren't sure of what the future may hold. Scared of losing the one guy who impacted my life tremendously I moved on without thinking about how it would hurt this guy. He is currently mad at me and I cant say I blame him fully. Sometimes mistakes are not capable of being fixed but doesn't mean the mistake doesn't affect that person. Love is a complicated thing and when a mistake is made the price is always high. If that person is reading this right now I want them to know I am sorry and my love for them has not died.

Its been awhile since I have written in the journal. Lately, I have been thinking alot about things that occured not to long ago. I realized that I was fooled into believe that someone truly cared and though I was upset at first I saw the bright side to the dark tunnel.I have met someone who cares for the real me and not going to pretend.


Things in life aren't always what they seem but that doesn't mean the outcome is bad

Well I haven't submitted anything recently. I have been enjoying my summer and have started to write a new poem that I am hoping to complete soon. The summer is here and I must say that I have been enjoying it. I have been hanging out with a awesome group of friends and the summer has just begun lol. Thanks for all you fellow deviants who sent me those notes and comments. In order to keep you updated things are looking up for my friend. I have to go but will definitely be in touch.

A couple more days and I finally will be free from the reins of school(well at least for a little bit). I have just entered several new poems that I have written. If you read them I hope you enjoy and give feed back. ANywayz, for you reading this enjoy your day and be safe.

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