Recently I have made several mistakes that resulted in me losing someone I love. Sometimes we may think that moving on or certain decisions are best for us because we aren't sure of what the future may hold. Scared of losing the one guy who impacted my life tremendously I moved on without thinking about how it would hurt this guy. He is currently mad at me and I cant say I blame him fully. Sometimes mistakes are not capable of being fixed but doesn't mean the mistake doesn't affect that person. Love is a complicated thing and when a mistake is made the price is always high. If that person is reading this right now I want them to know I am sorry and my love for them has not died.